bittersweet

so bittersweet
baricades of belief
tatooed on my hand
so I dont forget
my messenger continously
bleads some sweat
from the sand

because hes always
making me
lose my mind
in the rhythm
of my life

and Id rather be without
what I never did
in my doubt
feel my lift


So Im standing on a bridge
not knowing
whether to jump
or whether to survive

youre everything a person
wants in nature
but with all that accounted
your still the one I shouted
so your the one Im there for.